Movie
Kyle Gallner May I?
No Spoilers
In the modern world of horror with its ubiquitous jump scares and ultra-violence it’s nice to discover a quiet horror. A horror that is in fact barely a horror at all, this is Laurence Vannicelli’s; Mother May I?
The horrors genre’s nihilistic poster boy, the talented: Kyle Gallner stars as Emmett; the not-really bereft son of recently deceased Tracy (Robin Winn Moore). We find out that, although Tracy and Emmett had been estranged for many years, Tracy left Emmett her rather impressive country house in upstate New York. Emmett and his poet girlfriend (Holland Roden) travel to stay in the house after dumping Tracy’s ashes unceremoniously into a nearby lake. Emmett’s quip about Tracy now being ‘fish food’ should give you some idea about how he feels towards his late mother.
Tracy’s house, though beautiful and roomy, is filled with her possessions and memorabilia from her youth as a ballerina. Emmett wants to sell the house as quickly as possible despite Anya’s suggestion of turning it into some kind of artists’ retreat.
Emmett and Anya seem to be having relationship issues, despite being in it for the long haul and wanting to start a family. This apparent dysfunction is either mediated or compounded by Anya’s insistence on psychological ‘games’ suggested by her therapist’s mother. In these games, Anya and Emmett sit across the table from one another and each pretends to be the other person by switching seats. This is to try and better understand their partner. These scenes make for some pretty intense moments with the camera pulled right up to the actor’s face.
After one of these ‘sessions,’ the couple makes yet another excellent decision by indulging in magic mushrooms while emotionally unstable and in unfamiliar surroundings. I’m sure I don’t need to tell you that this goes horribly wrong.
While high Anya tries on the cast of Tracy’s face hanging above the fireplace. It is at this moment Anya becomes Tracy. Is this another mind game or a genuine possession? This state lasts longer than the hallucinogens should. Anya even ends up wearing Tracy’s clothes and makeup despite not being a makeup wearer herself. Anya even re-pierces her ears to wear the earrings that were found on Tracy’s corpse.
The rest of the film explores the Freudian nightmare in which Emmett finds himself.
What’s Good…
The acting is fantastic. Gallner, as always, brings his vulnerable intensity to the role. It’s interesting to the character of Emmett regress as his childhood (literally) comes back to haunt him.
I didn’t appreciate Emmett psycho analyzing Anya by saying she calls herself a writer but is actually just a “frustrated copywriter” (jeez movie just @ me next time!). The movie is extremely atmospheric and refreshingly quiet (I could literally hear my cat snoring at points). Expertly building tension so that you are constantly scanning the background to spot what might be hiding behind the corner of the seemingly pleasant house.
What Could Be Improved…
I love a slow burn as much as the next person but I couldn’t help but feel the movie could have upped the creep factor more. Tracy as a ballerina could have been utilized more to give her ‘ghost’ inhuman movements. I can understand why many critics described Mother May I as a horror, light on the horror.
As many horrors do, the movie lost a lot of its during the third act. Subtlety is one thing but the film does leave many questions unanswered and kind of loses itself in its own metaphor.
Despite this Mother May I is an interesting meander into the realm of real-world horror. A good watch for a cosy evening maybe just not with a snoring cat!
Three stars.

